10-11 dpo 🤷‍♀️ anyone else similar?

This TWW is killing me 😫 I’ve never had this before. I began having symptoms at 5-6dpo. Started with cramping on left side then changed to a very heavy feeling in lower abdomen almost like beginning AF. 7dpo and 8dpo I had pretty intense like period cramps(but not as intense?) dunno how to explain. Then at 9dpo (yesterday morning) I woke up and had a clear ew discharge almost like a blob or clot with brownish blood in it. Now at 10-11dpo I feel like I have zero symptoms at all anymore . Period isn’t due till Friday (5days) What the heck? Anyone else have this? Or lead to bfp still? Kind of given up hope ?