FREAKING OUT PLEASE HELP!!

Okay, so I had a very very very bad dream. I was on a plane, in like a private jet or something. My sister’s boyfriend, let’s call him Jake, was sitting at a random seat asleep. I decided to wake him up with something that would make him laugh or something like that because we both like playing jokes on each other. But this is the really bad part, the way I decided to wake up Jake, WAS BY PECKING HIM ON THE LIPS!!!!😫😫😫😫😫

Now let me get one thing straight. I do not like him like that and have never and would never ever think of him like that. I’m barely comfortable calling him a friend! And now I’m totally disgusted with myself and I want to physically punish myself. I would never hurt my sister like that and I would never like Jake like that for multiple reasons.

I’m so scared and freaked out I don’t know what to do. I’m not sure if I should tell my parents to maybe get a second opinion, or if I should even tell my sister because I’ve always been honest with her about everything.

I don’t want this to mean anything. The only thing I want it to mean is that my brain is dumb and trying to play sick jokes on me. I DO NOT and WILL NEVER like Jake like that.