relationships

Been thinking about it over and over for weeks, I’ve been with my bf 3 years who I think I’m going to end it with, throughout the three years I haven’t been happy and seems like I experienced emotional abuse with him or he is a narcissist. He always made me feel beneath him and not good enough. I’m so done with feeling like this where I’m at the point of feeling heartless. I just hate how we could have been so good but we are ruined, he ruined me. Tried to make me someone I wasn’t and for that I’m annoyed at myself for allowing someone to do that to me. I no I will miss certain things it’s just hard to accept there is no way forward anymore.