Depressed and Pregnant

I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. It got really bad in college and right after college I ended up in the hospital for a little.

Since, I have gotten much better and started getting it under control. Once I found out I was pregnant I was nervous my depression and anxiety would come back like it was before. Now I am 27 weeks pregnant and I know that if I don’t get help I’ll be right back to where I was.

I just feel like a horrible mom. I l’ve had a pretty easy pregnancy (not sick, everything physically fine) yet I hate being pregnant and as each day passes in my pregnancy I’m slowly getting more and more depressed and feeling more and more alone.

Then when my husband and I argue I start to feel even worse and just useless. I don’t feel like I have anyone I can talk to about this and just needed someplace to let it out before I start seeing a therapist again.