I tried for a year and 3 months to get pregnant My pregnancy was a good one no complaints really other than the usual uncomfortable feeling and peeing every 2 mins. No stretch marks , 12 stiches later I have a beautiful healthy baby girl. The issue is she cries alot, I am by my mom because my husband is away working so I have the help. She won’t go to anybody else she cries when my mom holds her and she won’t go in her swing, bouncy or just lay in the bed. I’m tired and cranky because she doesn’t sleep in the day for more than 20mins and you have to be holding her. She doesn’t sleep at night until midnight then gets up every 2 hours. I feel like a bad mother because I just want her to go in her bed and sleep, sleep for 7 hours and give me a break. I love my baby to death and would never hurt her, the thought has never even crossed my mind but I just need a break from her. Am I a bad mom for wanting her so bad and now I have her I feel this way?