CRUSH AGAIN, GODDAMMIT. HELP ASAP PLEASE 17y/o and idk how to behave, kill me now😂 jk

Sooo, I thought I didn’t like my friend anymore but I was fuckin wrong, now idk what to do cause i feel like telling him, i really dnt give a shit anymore.

Story time

We were at my friends house(her bday) he picked me up, wich I love, so when we were saying goodbye to everyone he almost kissed her like bitch wtf, and then as we were walking to the exit of the building he started kissing me(not in the mouth but really close) so I was like stop😅 (but not really)... anyway it was awkward later but idk what does that mean, like does he likes me or not?