I’m such an idiot

So the last month or so I thought I had HPV high risk because I was looking at my Pap smear paper. & I was freaking out like what the hell how could this happen, I looked it HPV up about 10,000x a day. Cried because I didn’t know how I was gonna tell my fiancé, & well the I was looking at the paper work AGAIN because I have been so upset over this & what I read was they checked me for it. I didn’t even read the results, all I seen was HPV (high-risk) & immediately started freaking. So the last time I looked at the paper it said diagnosis; negative. & then I’m siting here feeling stupid because I prepared my whole life to be ruined because of this & I never even had it. I know I seem stupid but I just had to vent that because it’s funny but embarrassing. I guess I should read the whole paper before assuming something.