Good sex and middle child syndrome?

last night my boyfriend was super thirsty which is weird for him because he usually has a fairly low sex drive due to his depression so I was kinda teasing him a bit which is something we both like but he just whispered "I wanna fuck you" in my ear, and man I just died it was so fucking hot I nearly gave in but I stayed strong and kept teasing but he realised this and kept saying it. on a deeper note I do wonder if the reason I found it so hot was because I crave validation and affection and although I already knew he wanted to fuck me hearing him say it and confirm it gave me just that