anyone up?!!

It’s 3 in the morning!! and I keep thinking about her....like I keep overthinking once I’m happy thinking she’ll say yes once I’m upset and regret what I asked her. I need help and advice! if your curious on what I asked her I asked if she could date me and start a relationship with me.. I’ve been struggling thinking and thinking all over again if I’m making the right decision. Once I’m, “I don’t wanna date her I just wanna be friends” and the other, “she’s so pretty omg, I wonder how it will feel to be in a relationship with just a lovely girl like her”. we’ve been really close since the beginning of the school year, I wouldn’t say she’s popular or anything but she has a lot and I mean a lot of friends.. i don’t know if she’s just trying to be nice to me or she actually has feelings for me!! It’s so confusing