I just found out a few days ago that I’m pregnant. I should be like 6 weeks. My boyfriend and I have been together for 7 months, I have a Two year old daughter and I live with my ex mother in law. So I feel like i cant live with her and have someone else’s baby that isn’t her son.

She’s pretty much the co-parent to my daughter and I respect her way too much and she’s great.

My boyfriend says he’s not ready but that if I want to keep the baby that he will support my decision. He doesn’t have a steady job, I do but I don’t make enough to live on my own and take care of my daughter and I. And he lives with his parents.

I’m scared to get an abortion, I’m not against them but I’ve never gotten one and I feel like once they show me a sonogram I will want to keep him/her.

I have an appointment at an abortion clinic. The first visit they will tell me all about it and do an ultrasound. And then schedule me to come back for the actual abortion. 😫

I’m freaking out. Oh and I’m 20 about to be 21.

Would my life be too complicated?