It’s been 1.5 years TTC

I finally had the courage to go to the doctor. I was avoiding going and talking about ttc. I’m scared of getting bad news. I’m thinking it is because of my weight or maybe I’ll be diagnose with diabetes. They did lab work and this coming week I have an trans abdominal and Trans vaginal ultrasound. I’m praying nothing major will show up. On the other hand, I’m getting a nutritionist and increasing my walking exercising. I’m so scared. 😞 😢🙏🏻 but I have faith most of all.