Therapy

I have therapy every other Thursday, last week I canceled & made it for this week because there was so much going on with my family & I kind of just want to stop going. I have waited for so long to have the courage to actually go & now I feel like the timing is all wrong. I’ve only went twice so far & I know I probably should go because I don’t talk to anyone about what I ever feel & go through. I don’t have a car & its 30 mins away without traffic. I’m 18 & I know I could find another way to get there but my parents get so pissy when I say I will take the bus. They can’t take me everywhere & they don’t get how serious it is for me to go. I think they kind of see it as a joke but what they don’t know is that I feel worse now then ever before. Should I keep going or just go once my life is more settled ?