Is it just me ?

After being played by a hand full of boys I’ve come to the conclusion relationships aren’t for me, I would love to but Im just not loyal any more. I’m scared I’m going to get played so i end up texting or doing something with another boy ( like flirt and play around ) . This boy likes me he’s so nice and funny But I’m honestly feel like I’m going to play him bc I don’t want to go through what happen to be before, and of course don’t wanna do that to him.

Am I the only one ?