I’m only just realising how much of a creep I am

I never thought about it that much but now that I’ve been talking about it more on eve, I’m beginning to realise it.

For someone I genuinely like (not just physical (I know them personally )):

Whenever I like someone then 100% I’ll stare, I’ll go out of my way to see them, I’ll stop whatever I’m doing to look at them. If they have a social media page, I’ll save pictures of them and sometimes I’ll even go to the extent of taking pictures myself. I just get so obsessed with that person because I like them so much.

Ok so now for random attractive people:

If I just find a random dude attractive then I’ll almost do the opposite? I’ll make myself look as attractive as possible and make HIM stare at ME. And what do I give him in response? Just a blank bitch face 🤷🏼‍♀️

I don’t know why!

And it’s happened before! One day I was going out and my friend came up to me and told me he saw the guy I liked taking a picture of me (like for sure cause he saw the screen too) and he said I should feel uncomfortable with it but it just made me feel good🤷🏼‍♀️ cause I mean I was wearing my favourite outfit, my makeup was great and I was in a good mood, so I felt great about how I looked that day and then to think that the guy I like also thought so and decided to take a picture of me felt good.🤷🏼‍♀️

Opinions? comments? Do you do the same?🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️