Depression

I've suffered from depression, anxiety, and ptsd for years now. This last month of pregnancy is kicking my ass. I just feel so alone. I'm on the other side of the country from all of my friends and family, my husband has been gone for 3 weeks because of work, and we still have a week to go before he comes home. I just feel so lonely. I hate feeling like this because it makes me feel like I'm not good enough for anyone's attention. I know this sounds stupid. This feeling just takes me back to after my assault when I was alone and dealing with everything by myself.