I have PMDD and I try my damndest to keep it together. I started the day with a candlelit bubble bath and a great podcast (self helpless), I got out and noticed my tan had faded and I looked about 20 lbs heavier. I got on Pinterest to find this hair I’ve been wanting to send to my hair dresser and ended up on this girls Instagram. She’s perfect and tan and blonde and has a body I’ll never have because my bones don’t bend that way. So that made me sad, but then all of the sudden I looked like shit in all my clothes and I had to rush out the door wearing no make up feeling like a troll. I had to run down to my bus in shoes that need a bit to get comfy, while I had cramps. When I get downtown completely oblivious, the fightforourlives march shut down the downtown area so on my walk to work I saw these men women and children of all ages in this amazing march against gun violence which made me BAWL LIKE A BABY. Thank god for sunglasses and that I didn’t do my make up. Ever feel like things just start happening to you when you’re on level 100 of emotions to mess with you? Oh and keyboard cat died.

Here’s some pics of things that made me sad today: