really sad atm

it's probably just hormones but I'm really down atm. I'm crying for no reason and my anxiety has been at an all time high for the past few weeks now - it's really getting to me. I just feel so alone, my only friend only wants to talk to me when she wants to, I have no direction in life, i recently stopped talking to a guy I liked because my anxiety got so bad I couldn't go on a date with him. I'm just fed up of feeling like this. my back pain is also stressing me out rn and everything just seems to be building and building. I feel so sad and I have no one to talk to😶