How do I tell her
So I’m 17 now btw....but anyways when I was 13 until I was 15 my moms boyfriend use to rape and molest me everyday for those 2 and a half years...I never really thought much about it I really just blocked it out and act like nothing was happening until last year my teacher asked me to right a poem about my childhood and I started to panic because that was the first thing that came to mind. You guys I didn’t know what to do. So I wrote the poem or whatever and my teacher asked if I was okay because my poem made her cry....I’ll post it below......anyway I have never told my mom because we have never had the best relationship and she doesn’t trust me and I feel like if I tell her she”ll try to kill him or reverse and blame it on me ....I have a problem with telling her because while they were together they had my favorite little sister and I don’t want her to grow up without a father in her life like I did. So what do I do
Every night I use to cry
I felt like I wanted to die
He came whenever he wanted
Whether morning, day, or night
I never knew when it began
It never seemed to end
I just lay there lifeless
As I wait for you to become restless
You thought it was okay
Everyday I use to pray
That tommorow would not be the same
But it never worked because you always came
When I found out you did it to my sister
She told me she had another mister
I felt guilty because i was lowkey relieved
That he had moved on from me
I couldn’t bear the thought of her going through that hell
S I told her we had to bail
She wouldn’t go with me
She didn’t want to leave her sissy.
I felt her pain badly
I had to leave without her sadly
I never told anyone
I should’ve told someone.
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