I think I still like my cheating ex.

So I was young when we got together I was only 18 and he was 22. I’m now 24

We were together for nearly 3 years, the relationship had ups and downs as most relationships do. By the end he broke it off saying that he wasn’t ready for a long relationship and that I was the right girl and the wrong time.

Then I found out that he cheated on me more than one after that we stoped being friends/talking.

After that we both got into other relationships and both of our have just ended. And recently he’s been getting in contact with me here and there.

I dunno I just feel I still have something for him even tho he’s cheated. My friends and family would kill me if we ever got back together.

Why do I still feel something?