Second baby

What’s it like bringing the second baby home ? Its starting to really set in that I’ll be bringing a second baby home, it’s giving me all these mixed emotions because I’m sad I’ll have less time for my first baby and even though I wanted them closer I feel like I’m losing out on time with the first one now and I don’t want her to feel left out or Lile I don’t love her as much anymore even though she’ll only be 18 months old when the baby gets here. I’m just so anxious about it all the closer I get. Any advice or how did it go for other parents out there , did you feel the same way ?