Story time

So I was dating this guy last year. I really love this guy and I wanted to spend forever with him. We did everything together, we went to the mall, hung out at each other’s house. Made out (like a lot) and I even jacked him off in a movie theater...oops.

Me and this guy where bestfriends for over 2 years. We told each other everything. But he broke up with me on my birthday (shitty I know) now its like we never even knew each other. We don’t talk everyday anymore and it kills me. I wanna be close to him again but I don’t know how or if he even wants to. Someone please help