It’s not easy

I’m in my two week wait. It’s so hard waiting to get an answer. You start to look for just about any every sign that something is there. I checked my cervix (which I know isn’t a good indicator but I wanted to see if I could tell a difference) one half was hard and the other half was super soft but no matter what day or time I checked it was always high. I’m not sure if it’s closed or open so I gave up on that. I can’t test until next week. We could only have sex 2-3 days before ovulation due to work schedules. This isn’t as easy as it was in my 20’s lol baby dust to everyone!!!!