So I am attracted to men and women.

I’ve kissed a bunch of women and I’ve even had a 3 some but I didn’t do much but kiss and finger her and it was great and have sex with the guy. But I am still questioning myself because....

- I’m engaged to a man

- I haven’t gone down on a woman and won’t I’m in love with him and happy

- and tbh I don’t like going down on a man either

- I think it’s kind of gross and awkward and makes me uncomfortable 😣

- I had a dream I was with a woman sexually and it was very invigorating

I’m just very confused and I just tell my family I’m bi but I’m not sure tbh. Ugh 😑 🤔🤷🏼‍♀️

Confusing rant/vent over