Sick of it

So I’ve always been a “good girl”. I’ve never smoked, drank, or had sex. I’ve been innocent for the most part. Lately I’ve just been feeling like I’m missing out. I’m kinda tired of being the good Godly girl. I just wish I could go out and have fun. I love being a woman of God but it gets boring. I’m 19 tomorrow and I have had such a boring adolescence. Nobody appreciates the good and innocent girl anymore.