"but that's not what I need..."

everyone keeps saying to sleep when the baby sleeps,

but that's not what I need.

I have anxiety.

I have depression.

I sleep when I'm tired,

But that's not what I need!

I need is to hold my angel. to love her. to spoil her absolutely rotten!

They keep putting her in her bassinet.

they think they are caring for me.

bit that's not what I need!

I need to feel her love.

sometimes caring for myself doesn't look the same as other people. and that's ok. do what YOU need!!