TTC Bio baby #2

Hi ladies, I’m 26. Me and my hubby have been trying to conceive for about 6 months, he takes Clomid every day because of a his testosterone therapy he has to take makes his sperm tails short causing them to die faster and be “slow”. Physically I’m presenting with no fertile issues. With my daughter I got pregnant on BC (used correctly and taken at the same time everyday) and using condoms, but this time it hasn’t been easy and I feel so defeated. I finally found the love of my life, we both have stable careers to care for a third child and it’s just not happening. To make matters worse I am an OB nurse, so I see all these surprise pregnancies and unwanted pregnancies by some younger patients and I can’t help but feel a little resentful. Everyone also says well you’re an OB nurse, you know how this works it should be easy for you; do people really think my job has any effect on my ability to get pregnant?! It makes me want to scream at them that what I do has no affect on this and that they are ignorant to think it does. I know it hasn’t been long and I know it will happen eventually, I’m just tired and needed to vent.