so I've been ttc now for a little over a year . I'm a week late and still getting negatives , so about two weeks ago one of my close friends told me she was pregnant and since then she's still been smoking weed and drinking and I'm just like why . I would give anything to be able to start my family and here she is not giving a fucking care in the world for her safety or the unborn babies .Like how do people like this consieve she's not financially stable , or anything almost 20 and still hasn't got her fucking highschool diploma yet but for some reason God has blessed her with a baby... I just don't fucking get it.