4 days late 😳

So I was diagnosed with PCOS back in January I tried to get help with my infertility and pretty much got laughed at on the phone when speaking with the secretary at the infertility clinic because I have medical assistance which they don’t accept. I now am 4 days late on my period I don’t feel any different and my boyfriend is getting very excited that we may in fact be pregnant 🤰🏼 this time and me on the other hand I want to be head over heels excited that we may have finally gotten our chance to start a family of our own but I don’t want to get my hopes up and it really be a month where I don’t get my period due to my PCOS 😔 I’m scared to take a test and I get another BFN and be disappointed for the 100th time