Job disappointments

Just needed to get this out in writing.

I've been trying to get a job since moving to a new city for three months. I go out every week day dressed up with a resume in hand.

every time "this position has been filled"

I thought I had found a place that would hire me. They sent me a sample document I was supposed to fix. I tried so hard. I even drove an hour to use my brother's computer because my grandma's computer only has Word 2003.

I just received an email basically saying I didn't perform as well as they had hoped.

I don't understand. They said the person hired will grow into the position. I KNOW I could grow into it, but now they're acting like they want me to be perfect right off the bat.

I'm so tired of this guys. I'm so tired. I just want a job.