She told me she loves me and I needed to trust that she only loves me. believing that she wants me and our marriage to only fine out she is having affairs!

She Text me said I’m being discharged I said I’m coming for you (without any doubt) the she text me again said I took all my pills I called the front desk of the rehab unit she was in told them, they just got to her in enough time because she overdosed I rush to the hospital to be by her side it was a 4 hour drive, I spent two and half days with her scared for her because of what was happening and I never seen anything like that before. I worked with the drs and nurses to fine a safe place to get better help. I just found out two days ago that the person we been fighting over for the last couple months she had indeed slept with and not only that person but she was sleeping and doing drugs with someone else. She didn’t want a separation to focus on her recovery it was because she was having affairs, drugs, drinking, etc. just yesterday I found out she wants to go back there and stay friends with those two people and hopes she can be in a relationship with one of them, she told me I still want my separation. As you can imagine that was the worst thing to hear specially after wha to have just done for her. I gave her my peaceful words of goodbye and now it’s time I move forward with my life. Sure a shame because she was never the type of person to do drugs and etc it hurts to just be dump for someone else(rehab Romance) my heart is in pieces the pain is real. Will the pain ever go away? How do you get over something like this?

I will never trust again!