With my first baby, I was 135-140, maybe. I was an active athlete in college, then I got pregnant. I gained 45 pounds, and had a beautiful 9.3 pound baby girl 💕 but that didn’t change the fact that when it was all said in done, I weighed 170-180, fluctuating constantly. This pregnancy, I started at about 175, and today I hit the 200 mark with 3 weeks left. I’ve never felt bigger, but this time I know most of the weight is going to my little girl again. Now I just have to love myself, and know that this isn’t all in vain. It’s so hard, but I’ll do it.