Crushed...

I always get my period when expected, no matter what... So, when it didnt come I secretly got beyond excited! Everyday id wake up, go to the bathroom and when I saw no blood I would whisper scream YES YES YES!!! For 9 days this was my life! Happy as hell! The whole time my husband was doing the happy dance everyday it didnt come! Then it came 9 whole damn days later and I broke down... I waited for my hubby to get home and tell me how nice his day was just so I could ruin it... We both cried that night, The next day, we cried some more... Weve been teying for a year and I'm thinking its never gonna happen for us... Why would my body betray me so harshly? 9 whole effing days...