My boyfriend wants a baby more than I do 😕

.. my boyfriend really wants a child, every time we go shopping we go through the baby isles, and have to look at all the stuff and he gets so excited about it.

We are both stable, good jobs, a lovely home, awesome credit, so on and so forth.. basically ready to start having littles ones..

Only problem is.. he is .. a lot older than I am, and neither of us have told our families about our relationship..

We both agreed that it would take time, but if I were pregnant.. it would be easier

Long story short my boyfriend.. has started ..the process of getting us pregnant (him and I)..

I’m excited, but not ready. Since he is .. older his swimmers are counting down their days before they’re inactive, but my eggs are popping like popcorn trying to get someone to pick them..

I’m just posting this to get it off my chest because I feel as though I’m trapped.. getting pregnant would be a blessing, but then I’d have to face my parents and his.. about our relationship

Update:

I don’t live in my home state (why my parents don’t know). I met him here, and come to find out he is my father’s best friend from high school.. they still talk (again that’s why they don’t know)

Update:

Thank you for all the advice