Help me cope up

I never had nausea.. carrying low no cravings never been sick..all my symptoms pointed to baby boy everyone I met said u r having a boy..

Me n my husband were just fixed on boy

When lab tech told its baby girl..

We just couldn’t take it..

From 1 week I feel moody..

I feel am being a bad mother for my angel

I don’t deserve her.. why am I even feeing bad.. please help me to cope up..

And everyone please don’t trust the old wives tales!!!