I need advice

Ok so I was just with my friends and we were playing spin the bottle and we were just pecking eachother but then I was dared to hook up with one on the boys and it was really really slobbery and bad. It was also my first kiss and he was kinda drunk. Idk I kinda regret it and I’ve been looking forward to my first kiss for years and that’s not how i wanted it to go. But it was also a game so I don’t think it really counts. What do u think? Is it a big deal?