Patience

My patience are running thin. I have been taking my medicine for my Lupus, and every time I go to the doctors I get bad news about my kidneys...I feel like as long as my kidneys are like the way that they are I won’t be able to move out of the state like I want too. I am ready to leave Michigan so bad...I feel like I am not living my life the way I want to, I have a nonexistent love life, I don’t date..too many fuck boys. My heart isn’t here in Michigan, I have no life...I feel like shit never goes right.