I need some support, I'm going kinda insane my bf is in jail pending court because we hugged eachother after receiving a no contact order 😭 I feel so horrible i should have got as far away as possible when we left the court room but our dumb asses hugged eachother and now he is in jail on $150,000 bail because of a hug... I don't know what to do I'm stuck in the city of the jail now because i lived in his car and i can't drive and my job is a 3-4 hour bus ride one way 😭 I might be pregnant I'm waiting until the 25th to test at 8 dpo 😰 i just can't beleive this is happening i know that he caused this in a way... but still i forgave him and our lifes were starting to get better.

We both had jobs we almost got into an apartment ... we almost had it all only to get kicked down... I pray we can get it all back 😭😭

This man is my everything... I miss him so much and knowing i can't talk to him or see him is driving me insane 😭