I’ve ruined everything....

I had to call into work sick today and I’ve fucked everything up for my husband and I. I am only allowed 3 and 1/2 occurrences in my first 6 months. I’ve been here since March and today will be my 3rd occurrence since starting because I am sick again. I work in a deli though and am told that if I am sick I’m not supposed to come to work because I work with food. So here I am plastered to the toilet vomiting and shitting myself at the same time and I’m gonna end up being fired. In turn that means my husband and I won’t be able to afford to buy our home. I should have just sucked it up and gone to work today. I hate myself right now. I need this job......

* it hasn’t even been 6 months. It’s been 2. I’ve had health issues lately and have been seeing the doctor. They have been putting me on new meds and stuff and it’s made me susceptible to illness because my body is going through changes with the meds.