I Think He's Seeing Someone Else? Or Just Doesn't Want Me Anymore...Or Both 😔

So me and my guy have been talking since actually August of last year. It started off great and remained great we had some riffs in December and February but they were essebtually good. Towards the end of March though and all this month it's been all bad. Like there's good moments but for the most part it's just been arguments and long paragraphs and close-offness...

I came up with a way to cook for him now he says he I don't have to, I ask him if he wants to talk he says it doesn't matter, he acts like coming to see me is something I want and an obligation for him, when I try to talk to him about things he just shuts down and we get nowhere. I'll admit I let my attitude guide me and I do some things to stress him out and make him mad, but it's not on purpose and I always try to apologize.

Today I started at the very beginning of our messages and read through trying to see where we went wrong because I miss us. My cousin even tried out Tinder because she sae how happy I am with him. I almosy wanted ro cry because things really were great until recently and I don't know how the gears changed. He says he's bored now. He doesn't even fully text me good morning anymire just "Gm" and he's only been one word texting me.

I sent him a whole paragraph telling him how I went back through our old messages and miss how we were and idk what went wrong but we gotta get back to it and he just said "hmmm" and i aksed wha and he was like "idk" and i asked what he didn't know and now I'm waiting for a response and I'm scared because I really like him.

I really care about him. I love him as a person. He pisses me off but I love that he's the one doing it. I can picture another guy doing great things for me but I want it to be HIM. Y'all 😔 I'm so anxious rn I can't even breathe right.