So I just found out that I'm pregnant with my second. My daughter is currently 17 months and is a handful! I'm now stressing about having two! My husband and I do want more kids but I was hoping maybe after our daughter turns two (which is in November). Looks like God has other plans! I know it can be done: raising two small ones. My parents did it, I have friends who do it. I just don't know if I can do it. I struggle with anxiety and sometimes it gets the better of me, which I feel, makes being a mom that much harder. I guess I'm just worried/concerned how is my anxiety going to be once we have two?

Also the husband recently went through a job change and we don't have health insurance. I carry cobra through my old job, but I found out that my OB won't be taking that insurance come June 1st. We aren't in the best place financially, so that's also playing on my anxiety! Ugh I need a hot bath and a glass of wine- neither of which are going to happen.