So Surreal🤰🏽🤱🏽👨‍👩‍👧

In less than 1 hour, my little girl will be one year old. As she lays asleep on my chest, I stroll back and fourth between being overjoyed, and some how depressed with anxiety😕. I know it’s a blessing that she has made it through an entire year and is growing to be such a bright, and beautiful little being.. but I can’t help but feel like I’m not ready for her independence to grow with her😓 She’s walking, talking, eating foods on her own, and sleeping through the night now. Some may say I’m wrong, crazy, and going to pay for it in the end, but she’s been sleeping in our bed since she was a week old, and now I’m not sure if I’m ready to let her sleep alone. She’s still very much attached to me and has trouble letting me out her sight.. but I think I still feel the same as she does.. She’s my little baby😢😢 Happy birthday baby girl😘😘 I know your twin brother is up in Heaven watching over you, as you two grow together.. Happy 1st Birthday McKenzie and Christian. Mommy loves you😚