Feeling like a cry baby

Watching American idol and crying like a baby because my boys won't watch girly Disney movies with me. We're all hoping for a girl although we won't be disappointed. Sometimes its just sad to think i'll never have a daughter. I didn't have a dad and I really want to see that daddy daughter bond with my husband and with three big brothers she'd be one tough cookie. Ill find out the sex Tuesday and I just can't stop thinking about it.