41 leaving it all in God's hands

Well ladies I had an ectopic pregnancy about 3 years ago. I know that everything happens for a reason and for some reason or another I'm glad because I was in an emotionally abusive relationship. Now I'm with the absolute knight in shining armour. I have found my mate. He has 2 children and knows that I want a baby. I keep to myself often but I would like a friend. Someone that can relate to having an ectopic, not just someone that feels bad for me and are always quick to judge. I just would like to meet a new person and become friends. With our just lives and work and all, I still would like a friend. Anyone?