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I need some you’re guys Point of view.

I’m really in love with this man, like I have true feelings for him we have been dating for 6 months now. I’m So happy that we’re almost to 7 months! But it feels like the love is slowly dying out but it isn’t I don’t know how to explain it. I have high anxiety if that happens to understand me and I but myself on meds for it so my anxiety and I do go see a therapist because I don’t want this ruin my relationship with him. I know he gets stressed out when I have those episodes and I don’t want him to feel like that I want him to love me not needing a break from me

Anxiety gets pretty bad to a Point that I think he does love me.

what usually triggers it is when I say something lovely dovie and he just sents me these 😉🙂

Instead of lovely stuff back I start to panic.

And I’m worried about the sex situation between us. We haven’t had sex over a month and I feel like its my fault because of my anxiety, I have ask him and he just say’s his back hurts. He does have back problems, but before my anxiety got bad we used to do it once a week. But when we do hang out he gives me kisses hugs.

Also I’m still hurt from my old relationship so if he wants alone time I freak out because I feel like he’s gonna break up with me because that’s with the old one did to me.

I just need someone to talk to that understand or tell me if this is normal or something?