the struggle of baby fever

so it's been a week since I said I'm going to give up on ttc because Im working on myself getting into shape well there's to many cute babies every & baby fever is getting a bit out of control trying to control it well last night being my first experience with a positive my husband was really excited but it turned out to be just a false positive so now he wants ttc again but I'm two months late I've tried home remedies supplement & nothing worked to bring AF maybe birth control is my next bet so far it hasn't fail me but the thing is I don't want to freeze my eggs I want to have children how long should I be on it to actually be able to try????

anyone else in my shoes find something thing that would trigger AF

also read you can't ovulate if you don't have a period but I guess my cousin is with me on being irregular but she had a baby not to long ago so how is possible