I am over it.

I am only 15 weeks and 2 days.

But I feel like I am just fatter than usual. I feel like everyone that knows I am pregnant, is just judging me for being a big girl even when they don’t know I am super healthy.

I’ve only gained 3lbs the entire pregnancy.

I tried to take myself off my diclegis and phenergan since I am out of the first trimester. Had a great day yesterday, today...nope.

My boobs hurt. My hips hurt. And I feel like an overly bloated dead whale.

This isn’t what I pictured pregnancy to be at all. I cant enjoy it because I am so self conscious because of my size, paranoid about my eight, and too busy trying to make myself look pregnant.