Just need a moan...

I got asked to arrange a baby shower for a colleague today. I’m the office manager so it’s kind of my job to arrange all celebrations. After finding out three more people I know are pregnant in the past three weeks, I’m feeling incredibly fed up and angry with the world and myself. I’m due on tomorrow and I know there’s still a chance but tests on 9dpo and 11dpo we’re both negative. Oh and the colleague is also having her 20 week scan tomorrow so there’s going to be plenty more baby chat in the office. Just feel like I can’t handle it at the moment :(