my first miscarriage and hopfully my last.

Alisha👩🏽👧🏽🧑🏽🧒🏽👼🏽👼🏽👼🏽👶🏼

may 7th 2018 was supposed to be a good day, I was supposed to go into my ob appointment to see my growing healthly baby....But as I was getting my ultrasound done, the said my baby had stopped growing last week, measuring at 9w6d...they couldn't see the a heart beat. All I could do was cry, ask why over and over again. I still don't believe it right now. I'm still nauseous and tired, and my boob's are still sore, why if your baby gone does your body make you think everything is OK. I know why, I just hate it... I'm scheduling my d&c; today. I can't wait for my body to do it naturally...My question is, before they do a d&c; do they double check for a heart beat?i have to know for sure that my baby is gone before I go through with it.