I’m done!

I am done trying! My SO and I just can’t seem to get it right, plus I have pcos and it’s just not happening. I’m done crying every month! Feeling like I’ve failed life! If it is meant to be God will Bless us! I need to be happy not being upset all time. I need to be healthy and feel that my age and all is not a hindrance. Screw the doctors and all this craziness! I’m just going to live each day as best I can and if a baby is meant to be then I will praise God! It’s at his feet! I’m 42 and I’m not that old as the doctor told me I was! Just going to be happy and live!