FeelingSo Stressed Out

I have been bullied up to the point of me changing schools..I’ve been through 4 high schools because for some reason I felt like I was cursed because every school I’ve been to I was bullied and physically abused just because most of my Friends were boys. All of that bullying as also reached the point of me having to take medication Everyday and night. I’ve been on different medications and different doctors because I always feel like my emotion roller coaster will never leave. Just remembering how much pain and laughter and abuse I’ve been through makes me emotionally n mentally drained.. Even tho I take my medication I still feel lost, confused, scared and HURT.. sigh I just feel uncomfortable and my head feels heavy because I’m trying too hard to look for peace and courage but none in sight it gives me headaches when I too hard...😔😔

Girls, have you ever been through this or know somebody who have been through something like this?